Wednesday, November 29, 2006
kekkon suru
i don't understand some women...
they are like can't live without love/men.
even though they get hurt over and over and over...
even though they fall in and out of love so frequently...
even though they get married then divorce then get married...
still..
they must have a man.
its like without a man by their side then they are incomplete.
they need validation from a man like a drug addict validate their existence through drugs.
the love..
the marriage..
the children...
so called family..
the whole nine yard..
does it all have some kind of meaning?
some hidden purpose that i don't get?
why must people eventually get married?
and for those of us who choose to stay single instead, why must we be immediately being label, last time, as left on the shelf, and nowsaday, gay/lesbian.
its like a sin or worse a disease when you don't get into the trend of falling in love.
people just look at you differently when they learned that you are over thirty and still single.
you can said that its none of other people business whether you choose to get married or stay single but don't why again, there are some people who just like to make it their business to decided for you what kind of people you are depending on your status.
so tire.
talk talk talk, lots of people just like to talk.
people are homosexual, they want to talk.
people go on blog, they want to talk.
survey showing that singaporean are not happy, they talk some more.
everyday must have something to talk about.
nothing to talk they still want to talk.
as if talking about it will solve anything.
bullshit.
monday went to my sis clinic to see doc.
cos of my sore throat and coughing didn't get better after seeing the other doc at the other clinic twice.
the med surprisely really work this time.
at night when i went back took the med for sore throat one and next day when i woke up its really gone.
even the fever was gone.
i was like wow!!!
but don't like the doc.
people want to explain one's illness but he like to cut off like i don't know any better.
a bit frustrating.
and then also while trying to tell him my synptoms my eldest sis walk in to ask the doc something and he like turn to my sis and ask, "how come your sis (me) face is like this"
i was like.....................
come on i was right in front of him.
and i know i know i suffer from ache problem.
and once again i was right in front of him!!!
he could have aske me.
he go ask my sis for wat!
not my sis got ache problem!
its me! its me!
ITS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and to this really even more tire!
i suffer from ache problem ok!
i know that ok!
i am not blind or anything ok!
i can see ok!
but there are always people around me who got to ask and ask and ask and ask!
and to that i want to say....
I GOT WASH MY FACE!
I GOT SEE DOCTOR!!!
I GOT EAT MED!!!
LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF HORRIBLE ANTIBIOTICS!!!
BUT I CAN'T HELP IT IF THE PIMPLES JUST WANT TO VACATE ON MY FACE!!!!!!!
AND DON'T ASK ME WHY ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!
ok?
ok!!!!!!
but i don't people just don't care.
sadly.
they will always like to choose to spoilt my day by asking :why yr face like that?
what more do you expect me to say.
i mean, seriously, what more can i SAY...
Painappuru was brutally tortured... brutally murdered... on Wednesday, November 29, 2006
